Wednesday, March 9, 2016

My Precious Children

 My Precious child...Amberly & Isaac
Just to tell you how wonderful you are, and to tell you that no matter what happens, you will always shine. I say this not just as your mom, but because of how much you have enriched all our lives and how you will go on to enrich the lives of others you are yet to meet.
 When I look into your eyes, I see such hope for humanity, and for the type of world we should all live in.
A world filled with kindness for everything and everyone, whether it is a smile, a simple gesture or simply being there. This is what you bring to the world. A world filled with compassion for the vulnerable, weak, very young or very old. You seem to have a special sensitivity to the needs of others and help in the most sensitive and gentlest of ways.
You take joy in simple every day occurrences the rest of us take for granted, and help me appreciate life in all its splendor. You speak your truth even if the world is not always ready to hear it, and you have a great awareness of what fits together in life and what doesn’t. This can sometimes get you into trouble, but the world needs speakers, dreamers, creators, inventors, explorers and you have a part of each of these.
There is no one quite like you now and never will be. You have everything inside of you that will get you to wherever you want to go and be whatever you want to be. Enjoy being a child, even if there are times you wish you were a grown up. Believe me there are so many grown ups who wish they got a second chance at childhood. This is a special time for new experiences, learning new things, learning to do things better and also to simply have fun and goof around. Don’t forget the fun part. It is the stuff that wonderful memories are made of, and will get you through any difficult times later in life.

Never lose your wonderful imagination my precious child, even if others may poke fun at you. They cannot see the miracles and magic unfolding in your head and they cannot see the places where your adventures take you to. Your thoughts are clear and pure and wonderfully simple, yet there are times I sense you are burdened my child but you cannot yet express it.
It is your sensitivity and perception that makes you more aware than others, not only of all that is good but also of things that are not quite right in the world today. I know some things don’t make sense to you. They don’t makes sense to me either. Instead seek out all that is good in the world, in others and most importantly in yourself and everything else will take care of itself.

Know that I am here for you no matter what and I will always love and support you as you grow into your own unique person. Don’t change, just evolve into all that you are destined to become. It will be enough my child. Be a beacon of light. Be a beacon of hope for us all. Now go to wherever the breath of life carries you, and go shine, shine where ever you go. Spread the light and illuminate the whole world because it belongs to you..and please remember mommy & daddy loves you both so much...
From,
Mommy 

Monday, March 7, 2016

Shouldn't come back by Demi Lovato

"Shouldn't Come Back"

See you calling again
I don't wanna pick up, no, oh
I've been laying in bed
Probably thinking too much, oh, oh

Sorry I'm not sorry for the times
I don't reply, you know the reason why

Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me
Tired of being so sad,
Tired of getting so mad, baby
Stop right now,
You'll only let me down, oh, oh
Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me

Trying not to forget,
Should be easier than this oh, oh
And all the birthdays you've missed
I was only a kid oh, oh

Sorry I'm not sorry for the times
I don't reply, you know the reason why

Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me
Tired of being so sad,
Tired of getting so mad, baby
Stop right now,
You'll only let me down, oh, oh
Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me
To me

Sorry I'm not sorry for the times

Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me
Tired of being so sad,
I'm tired of getting so mad, baby
Stop right now,
You'll only let me down, oh, oh
Maybe you shouldn't come back
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me
Maybe you shouldn't come back to me

Wednesday, March 2, 2016

It Breaks My Heart To See You Cry

i lOVE U VERY MUCH..

A smile on my face when I witness you at night,
Wrapped up so cozy in your blanket nice and tight.
What are the dreams that dance inside your mind?
Where are the places that you still long to find?
Your eyes will open from the sun of a new day,
Time will traveled as your carve out your own way.
It is so very hard to give you the freedom to go,
I love you very much,..you just got to know.

I'll be watching every step that you take,
I'll be the in the shadow of your wake.
I'll be there to catch you when you fall,
I'll be the one to give you the greatest love of all.

Your hand in my hand before you pull away,
You see your friends and it is time to play.
Energy in your movements, joy lights your face,
Those are the moments my heart will embrace.
As you grow I know the time I have will grow slim,
You're finding your own light, ours will never dim.
The greatest is love of this little child of mine,
I watch her pull away and I pretend that I am fine.
It is so very had to give you the freedom to go,
I love you very much...you just got to know...

I'll be watching every step that you take,
I'll be the in the shadow of your wake.
I'll be there to catch you when you fall,
I'll be the one to give you the greatest love of all.

I'll always be there proud of you as you grow,
I love you very much...you just got to know...



Casarah Nance

Monday, February 29, 2016

Bundle Of Joy

My Love..My Life

4 years ago i was on the hospital, hoping that it will be easier for to do C-sec again and wondering who this liltle boy i was about to meet would be. I have to admit taht he quite surpassed any expectation i may have had. He was born with curious eyes that took in world around him, and now he's 4 years old.....His imagination & creativity have always been captured my hearts. He will be always my baby..Love you always my liltle pocoyo



Friday, February 26, 2016

LESSONS LEARNED

Learn your lessons...learn them well and remember them....let them be stones that you step on to reach a better life...let them be the lights that guide you when you feel surrounded by darkness...let them be the points in your life that you look back on say,"I'm happy to know these things, they have made me a better person and I don't regret the falls that lead me to realize them."


Enough of hurt has been caused when lessons fall on deaf ears. Enough of tears have been shed when ignorance triumphs over enlightenment. Enough pain has been spread when we fail again and again and again. Let not your stupidity guide your existence and make you live a wasteful life. Let not the monster in your head control you and hold you down. Let not your demons take possession of your soul and destroy everything that you have spent years building. For it takes a single moment to tarnish your character but it takes eons to build it into something that you can wear upon yourself with pride.

There are things that will always tempt you and call you to you longingly. There are vices that will feel like paradise. There are evils that will seem god-sent. There will always be choices that are available to us. It is the choice we make that decides the purpose of our existence, and these choices impact not only us but those around us too. We are a mere drop in the ocean of life but something that impacts us sends ripples of change coursing throughout the sea.

Remember what your failure to learn has caused. Remember who your repeated actions of stupidity have hurt. Remember...the real you that will never go away. We adapt to the situation and morph to fit into the crowd we want to be with. But whats the point if you lose the true you while trying to be something you're not?

The past has left scars, memories, guilt, sorrow, happiness...a vast chasm of emotions within you. Let go of all the negative ones, discard all the useless thoughts that spread darkness inside you, remove all the cancerous emotions that eat at your soul and destroy you bit by bit. There are memories that you can cherish and relive with a smile, scars that you can wear with pride, thoughts that help you build a better you. Don't hold on to the past so tight that you ignore the present and forget about the future.

There are lessons that you have learnt and hold close to your heart and soul that should never be forgotten. These are your trophies of victory over the blackness that can destroy an existence. Let them always shine through no matter what. Let them kindle the warmth within you. Let them be passed down to others so that they don't do the same stupid acts that caused you to lose not only the ones close to your heart, but a part of your soul as well. Let them not be forgotten.

P/s...I copy & paste from another blogger..Inspiring words

Thursday, February 25, 2016

TRIP TO BALI 23-26/06/2015

BALI 23-26/06/2015-Part 1

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Day 1..
Ngurah Rai International Airport

Day 2-Fullday Sightseeing



Uludanu Beratan Lake

Tanah Lot